tOrN aNd tAttErEd wOrLd

lalala

2007-05-19T00:23:00.000+08:00

i dunno y but sometimes pple contradict themselves very often.
is that really what i want?
why it didn't turn out the way which i want it to be?
when you see thru it all, will you be able to understand?

**

i like mars vs venus! i like ziling! her dolly hair so nice! Haha xD
she and william so sweet also =D so ke ai.

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next week got so many things to do!

- WDD practical?
- demo virtual pc and hand up report
- hand up WPDP proposal
- EC test (chap 1 -3)
- maths and IP equiz
- content pg for commskills
-XTREME VENTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -FAINTS-

Haix..... how how.
im sure im unable to do some of them cause i really need help. )=

boat reach jetty auto stright?
i'll see how then. =X

tired......

dearie is in school now.. SSN camp.. =/
the camp which i wanted to go but dunwan to go.. )=

it's always like this.

*[edited]
friday after school, headed to paya lebar with erny and sharin cause she is going to the supplier about her NP tshirts.
n it happens to be my mother working place!
HAHA and saw my mum there obviously. my first time visit to her working place!

then went to city hall with sharin but without erny cause she went home to prepare her stuffs for the SSN camp. HA.
but din manage to get the guitar cause sharin is carrying a heavy harddisk around! LOL.
so went home and im damn tired i swear and i dunno y.
fell aslp and wake up only at 8 plus. skipped my dinner.
[/edited]

**

i want newyorknewyork!

happy anni

2007-05-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMMMMY! :D

**

can't wait for weekends! weekends weekends!

im so tired! need a break!!

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so many projects and assignments due nxt week. stress?? Haha i guess so.
i got to go and complete my commskills ICA alreadyyyy. sobs.

**

HAPPY 15th months my love.

it doesn't matter how long we hav been together.
what matters is, i love you so and i will never let you go. (=

**
<3>

BYE ;D

tuesday

2007-05-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

tuesday today. slacking day cause its one of the day where we ended lesson early.
:DDDD i love tuesday!

BUTTTTTTT! had to stay back for XV booth until 4! @_@
then headed home after that, im so tired!
really! im so sick of getting up early everyday! n hav to stay back late everyday!
i want to start doing my projects but im lazy to do so. my virtual PC? where is it????
SIANN... but i do hope the event will be a success one since everybody put in so much effort for it.
and i hope it will end sooooooooon!!!!!! grrrr.

tmr is another 8am lesson day! cause its the make-up lab for DSA.
then 2 hr break followed by OSM. MY VIRTUAL PC!!! and it's XV again after that. then guitar.
it's gna be a long day tmr i guess.... =X

**

my computer is having some problems again. very laggy!!
probably will ask the technician to come down to take a look this weekends.
dear say its the problem with my ram. =(

projects projects reports!
im gna finish them soon before the deadline! if not no time to enjoy! =D

wna watch movie again! movie outing with sharin and erny sooooon!

pictures coming soon too! ;D

i miss you, dardar. =)

tc and hav a nice day peeps.
loves.

spiderman3

2007-05-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

Hi.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAYYYY! :D

**

went to the gym on saturday with dardar and hongming.
used the trackmil(?) and the cycling thing. nt sure whether did i lose any weight.
most probably no ba. LOL. =X

after that bathed at his hse and went to vivo for spiderman 3.(very nice) he helped me to book it online, thx dear! -BEAM-
the movie was quite long thou ok la so after tt went to search for my mother's day prezzie.
and i managed to get it. :DDD EHEHEHE.

had our later dinner at the foodcourt there and headed home.

**

my comp is super lag now so i hav to make this a short one. ;D
goodnight world.

i love the flowers!!! ;) thankies. hugs* :DDDDD

***

Yo

2007-05-08T21:55:00.000+08:00

**

Dear all,

it's the second day of the week.... only. =X
i'm feeling bored now.. -.-

lessons today r boring!! and i can't figure out how to do my java lab!!
been trying to concentrate but my mind will drift off to somewhere else.. zzz

after school went to the XV booth for awhile to accompany erny as she is alone..
then sharin joined us then more of them joined in.. but there is nothing much to do actually..
i felt something is missing thou.. =X

Well... around 3 plus i left and went off to amk..
and the weather is soooo hot!! i walked all the way to the library carrying the 2 stupid thick books!! #@! almost die man.
but i made my way there anyway.
tired!!

**

reached home (consider) early today.
so i started decorating my notebook.. LOL. (i spent 1 hr doing tt) =.=
then sent my labwork to the lecturer and finished up my WDD report. ^^
now i felt really sleepy.. tmr there is only 2 hrs of lesson. (Yeah)

but!! got XV trial run after tt... Booooo.... T.T 23rd.. 23rd!! faster come!!

then at night got guitar..

Sighhhhhhh!
mother's day coming! wna save money but seems it's quite hard. ):
nvrmind i will find a way to. (=

**

yr 2 life is indeed much more different compared with yr 1.. somehow?
i can see more assignments and projects coming...... -FAINT-
i need help in maths.

**

nites.
(=

i love you! YOU!

lovely day

2007-05-06T02:05:00.000+08:00

life is wonderful when you look at it in a positive way.

i guess so? =) perhaps ya. hahs.

im amazed by the big appetite i had today.
& now i feel fat. ): roar. i ate alot k!

ate some tarts n bread for lunch. (but still hungry) =.=
then went to bishan with dardar. over there i ate the ou ar mee sua and takopachi. <3>
walked around, went over to amk to meet his parents n sis.
shared the "yao chai ji" with dardar. but i din finished my rice.
then home-d! ate abit of the curry n rice left over by mum!

see the amount of food i had today! oh mannnnnnnnn. O.O''
i dunwan to eat already tmr!! LOL.... =.=

**

i had a nice heart to heart talk with dardar today! :DDDD i love my silly boy lots.
my silly boy updated his blog finally! (= i hav to thx him for accompanying me today.
n im sure we can withstand anything or whatever(bad things) that happens in the future. ok? :D

okay im tired! shall sleep soon. ^^

photos will be up soon....

**
i may not be perfect; but i will always be myself.

hello

2007-05-03T11:30:00.000+08:00

HELLO :D IM IN SCHOOL.

recently hav been so busy with stuffs.
first of all is the xtreme venture, i got so fed up with the seniors..
but being the submissive me.. i dun really dare to voice out anything. ):

i hav been pondering.. whether to quit or to stay.
but since everything hav already been planned, it's not very nice to leave now..

RAHHHHHHHS. xD

i dunwan let this kind of stuffs to bother me. :DDD

**

there r so many things that i want to do/and hope now.hehe.

- go gym!
- XV to be over soooooooon!
- go watch a movie with classmates!
- watch movie with dardar!(spiderman3)
- more money!!!(SAD)
- bake cookies!! :DDDD
- new tops + jacket!!

**

yesyes i want to bake cookies! heeee.
then distribute to everyone and they will surely say it's SO NICEEEEEE. LOLS.
cause its made by me. xD

(just kidding)

yeah thats all.
gotta go ;D

i want watch movie!!!!! LOL!!

*edited
on my way home with dardar just now i saw this freaking huge black dog!! scary! O.O
LOL...
& plus just now the bus both of us board was super yucky!!
i hate the way the driver brakes, its making us feeling giddy and sick(in the stomach). )):
till now the feeling is still there! -PUKES. grrrrrr. i hate it!!
took a nap after homed, damn tired. zzz tmr's lesson is still 8! im so tired. ): hate the timetable so much!!!
anyway baby i love you loads! ;D
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whistling in a new tune...
when will everything come to an end?

cakes & truffles

2007-04-29T14:09:00.000+08:00

randomly pick a song on my player and it happens to be my fav song! HAPPY :D!
ok i hav nothing much to blog about today.

ciaos. ;D

solitude

2007-04-28T01:24:00.000+08:00

solitude moment

***

im tired.

my day ended pretty alright.
just feeling kinda slpy thruout. ):

lesson ended at 1, intending to meet serena to buy present.
but plan cancelled in the end.
so stayed in school with erny at elp till 5. :D
erny left for musical, dear came to meet me and we went off.

had our dinner at novena. :D
then headed to united square and amk.
after that.. home-ed. (:
i always enjoy the moments being with you.

despite the fact that my bag is heavy and im tired.
sorry for the moodswings. ):

..

my eye was swollen few days ago. the right eye.
i got a shock when i woke up. but still headed to school without my lens.
)))): it did not get any better so dear accompanied me to amk polyclinic in the afternoon.
waited for so looooooong can. =.= and it costed $11.50. HA. :D
and today i think my eye is getting much better already. wee.

..

realised my blog is so dull! i need to add some colours to it.
more photos!!

alright, i need to sleep soon.

xoxo,
huifang(:

lalala

2007-04-24T20:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHARIN! -WINKS. STAY COOL GAL.

haahaha the class got a cake for her! :D
me, erny and muikhim got a necklace for her.(with diamonds on it. LOL) fake ones that is. ;D
but its the sincerity that counts. wahahahahas.

sleepy day!
class ended at 1 and i got home, took a nap immediately. damn tired. ):
tmr class starts at 10! and ends at 2. woohoo. :D

recently watched 200 pounds beauty with serena. the movie is great. not bad. i like it. (:
HAHA. she treat me watch n i treat her popcorns. (:

-
few things i want to do/get:
- cut my fringe! its getting long and untidy.(hate it) T.T
- more new tshirts n 1 3/4 jeans.
- new slipper.
- finish my java lab 1&2.
- get more sleep!!!!
- lose 2 more kg!!!(this is not important)
- a job(if possible)
- save more money.
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.
.
.

ate so much chocolates just now. ): FAT.
but once in a while, nvm one la. ;D they make me happy.

hehe. that's all.

cya!!

im guilty. ): sorry.

`the times we shared, the tears we cried, u'll always be the sun in the sky.

im back

2007-04-21T15:31:00.000+08:00

Woooo.

time: 3.40PM
location: dardar's house.

Hahahahaha finally got time to blog already.

its been a really busy week. ToT

first of all, the XV event, with all the meetings and etc.
secondly, helpout for the club crawl event which lasted for 2 days but i only go for 1 day, haha.
thirdly, participating in the jam n hop event as helper but nothing much to do actually.. n it ended soooooo late...
somemore next day my lesson starts at 8.. ToT
then today is the nypgc orientation for freshmen... lucky there is buffet which makes me feel abit better. =.=
soooooooo tired...............

SOOOOO TIRED LOL........

ok la enough for my complaints..
im returning the laptop back to dardar. : DDDDD

haix such a boring n random post.. =.=

TATA.

`every little thing that makes it complete.

sian

2007-04-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE! xDDDDD
thx for all the wishes. :D Hohoho n present.

WOOO.

last day of holidays n tmr sch is starting!
how fast........ i haven even get to enjoy it and its gone already. sobbbs.
and tmr school starts at 8. OMG...... in fact its 8 everyday except for wed. SADDDD.
hopefully this new sem, i can achieve better results n shall not let anyone down anymore. (:

i wonder how the new sem is gonna be like..... ((((((: SAY HELLO TO MY YR 2 LIFE! Hahahahaha.

felt so weak today, dunno what is wrong with my body.. T.T

nxt week is going to be busy im sure.
with cca orientation and XV meeting going on at the same time.
should i quit? or shd i stay????? WALAOOOOO.

hope can see dardar around in school often....

ok laaaa i need to go sleep already..... felt so sick. @_@

gdnite peeps.

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sorry for everything.
what a ger truely wants? do guys really understand...
i wonder...

i just wanna love you the way i do. (: imu*

lalala

2007-04-10T17:17:00.000+08:00

i want to go for a short holiday!!! -screamssss-

i want it so badly. if only i cld.
lol. wanted to go out today to celebrate sufong's && mad's bday.
but our dearest sufong is uncontactable!!! omg. where r U?????
LOL.

ok i m feeling pretty much random again today.. X=

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went back to school ytd. another 4 more events coming up.
and i got into xtreme-venture. like wth.... not that i dun like it.
but im just kinda sick n tired of planning already..
i need some of my private life lehhhhhhhhh. lol.
not sure if im staying or not, but just hope everything goes well along the way.
or i can go back and be first aider again!!! X=

Ahhh.
don't know laaaaaaaaaaa.
i just want to chill out for the time being. :D

random random mood.

`2 hearts beaten for each other.

ended

2007-04-06T13:18:00.000+08:00

0709 (:

MIT OGLs (:

ended, yes. the S.I.T orientation. (:

the 4 days passed by in a blink.
now looking back, those past 3 weeks had been a fruitful one.
cause i did learn alot. n i nvr regret joining the medic team. lol.

still rmb i was whining and complaining alot for staying till late hours in school.
but well, its over for now. (: now its awaiting for school to reopen. i cant wait!!!

i want the photos!!!! hahaha all in mad's camera. im lazy to take myself. ya ya im very la.
i can't wait for the photos!! i love to keep memories. :D
finale performance was great! with the dance put up by the freshmen.
and its alot better than last yr, i admit. lol. i was in dance too.
the video to recap the past few days was a very touching one also.
but it made till as if this is our graduation when the freshmen haven even start their school yet. lol.

my class - 0709, was a very good class. (: the cheers, the unity and the bond.
i shall say, its really good. althou 0709 nvr win the cheering competition but its one of the best, definitely! :DDD already a champion in my heart. (:

thx tingyu, eunos and aloysius. :D
thx to the seniors, esp senior yani and woonsheng who had been helping along the medics.
frm only 2 person, it increases to 3 and slowly 5 then 7.
mad, weiying, jade, desmond, irving, eunos and me. :DDD

will post up the photos as soon as i get it. (:

overall, its been tiring but fun being an ogl & first aider.
so much stuffs hav happened during this short period of time.

glad tt i can see everybody again on mon. :D

MIT rocks. hee. ^^ shhh.

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now im kinda guilty that i cant spend enough quality time with dar.
cause i hav been really bz for the past few weeks.
so later i will be going for a movie with him! :DDDDDDDDDDDD
happy!

omg. i think i hav been putting on weight recently!! i hate it!!! time for jogging! ))):

thats abt it. (:
with much lovessss.

`hugs.

tired

2007-03-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

HELLO :D

finally got time to come online already..
past 1 week hav been busy with the orientation stuffs.. trials and trials.
which is really time and energy consuming. X=

next monday is our SIT orientation already..
i hope everything will go on smoothly and successful.
ofcus hope everyone's hard work will pay off...
some of them did not sleep for 1 or 2 days just to finish up the stuffs..
this is something i really admired.. -SALUTE- ^^

went to school in the morning and i felt really tired... zzz (in fact i went to sch every morning.. zzz)
hopefully can get enough rest during the weekends..
if not monday how to handle the freshies.. lol..
im so scared cause im not those very enthu kind of person.. T.T dieeeeeeeeee.

im attached to 0709..
hope they r nice and no ahbengs or ahlians.. xD

also wish the 4 days of orientation will be fun and the freshies will enjoy themself.. :D
i muz try to be enthuuuuu!!!

yep that's abt it..
hahahaha~

cya'
loves.

`frank, this love.

well..

2007-03-25T02:35:00.000+08:00

--

actually i don't understand.
i mean i don't really understand the problem. X=
NOT totally unaware of what is going on.

yaya..

today's weather was so hot..
i really dislike hot weather!! >=(
but anyway, thx to the drizzlin earlier on for cooling down the weather..

okay to cut it short..
i had a nice day on friday with dar.. our private cooking session (:

yaya...

i like/hate my new timetable.
no night class for this sem, which is gd??

okay and..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ERNY! :DDDDD
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`stay the same, can we?

sad

2007-03-21T02:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

just checked my results.
& im super disappointed with it.. ToT
cause of my digital electronics!!!!!! $^#%#*@^&*(&&
im so upset with that... cant belief i score so bad for it.. sob sob.
& my gpa, not much improvement at all!!!! althou this sem gt 1 A.
haven get to know abt my classmates results yet. ):
but my other friends all score so well!!!!!!!!!!!! Y!!!!!!!!
must be the functionality of our brains different. O.o

-DEEPBREATH-

suan le suan le. i don't want to think too much..
next sem then work harder again ba lol..

today went to school for the games trial run.
but super bored FOR ME, cause they want me to be first aider.
and like there's nothing for me to do except to watch them play. LOL.
but nevermind la.. won't sweat so much Hahahahha
the day before was worst, we became garang guni. collect cardboards. O.O that was tiring.

so tmr another trial run, won't be going. ;X cause very sian.
then also need to celebrate belated anni. ^^
hope the orientation faster come faster over. super bored to go school everyday!!!
.
.
zuo bian by rainie yang is so nice. :D

`my heart in yrs.

complicated

2007-03-17T18:50:00.000+08:00

blogger took so long to load. T.T
mayb just my computer's fault.

went back to school for guitar in the morning.
mac-ed and home-ed.
nothing much but im slpy!

HAPPY 13TH MONTHS (:
still loving you.

`troubled.depressed.tired.buthappy!^^

TIRED

2007-03-16T00:50:00.000+08:00

BLEAHHH. ;P

im so tired..
went to school for the orientation stuff..
and i went to the proposal team thx to some kind senior.. ;X
LOL but its okay im happy with it. at least they r pple i know in it. ^^
n we did nothing much except for doing proposals and editing proposals. -.-''
if there's nothing to do it will be totally boring like monkey donkeys...
BLAH.
left early and went to meet dar to go bugis to bai bai with his mum.
dinner-ed with him, his mum, his sis n bf together at one of the... food court?
went to the sheng shiong to shop shop walk walk after that, but my legs were seriously very tired. T.T
Yeah then dar accompanied me home. :DDDDD

will not be going to for the orientation thing tmr..
mayb nxt week. ;X i can't imagine myself being an OGL. >.<
there is vocal class tmr, excuse for not going. Hohoho.

heard the orientation will last for 4 donkey days.... SO LONG....
meanwhile i shall continue to wait for ANY jobs available....
cause the orientation shirts so expensive... chicken bakuku.

that is all.. im tired.

`stay with me.

BORED!

2007-03-13T00:45:00.000+08:00

I FEEL FAT, okay althou im not. -.-'''

KUKUBIRD ONE LEH.

went to darl's hse today. he taught me how to play mahjong.
LOL QUITE FUN CAUSE I GOT WIN. Hahahaha. :D
but i look like an idiot playing mahjong la LOL. so slow & dumb.
then he cooked tangyuan for me. ^^ each of us had 5 each. Hee.

okay so. went to the hypermart ntuc to fill up the application form.
bought a cha sao bao for my dinner LOL.. & headed home.
slacked the whole day away.

ate alot also. cooked maggie mee with dar for our lunch then after that i ate the choco mint ice-cream(sinful) followed by tang yuan which made me abit bloated then my cha sao bao for dinner cause i was v full and i don't feel like eating rice already. =X

no wonder i feel fat. FATTTTTTTT.
but the choco mint ice-cream is YUMMY!! satisfied :D

.

i want to look for a suitable part time job. =/

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`ni jiu xiang tian shi yi yang, gei wo li liang. (:

MEOW

2007-03-09T14:19:00.001+08:00

BLAHHHHH.

woke up this morning with my stomach feeling reallyyyy terrible.
the pain is so unberable like somebody punch me in the stomach or something. DAMN.
went to toliet FEW times finally after much endurance it got okay.
and i went back to sleep. LOL!

went for some job hunting again ytd.
but all said they will give you a call soon. but how sooooooon?
lol by the time think school reopen already laaaaaa. X=
got one even say 2 weeks. -.-''

but hope to hav some reply. ^^

after that went to sengkang cause its dar's uncle bday. Haha.

beautiful? lol.
got this cup frm 7-Eleven.
the light at the bottom is damn cool.

the one who never fails to make me smile :D iloveyou.
decided to walk few more stops instead of taking bus cause
i just want to have more time with you. (:

---

`i like the view when there was me and you.

annoyed

2007-03-07T23:25:00.001+08:00

Hi.

i dunno what is bugging me seriously.
i felt happy at a moment earlier on..
but not anymore now. T.T

i don't want!!!! please. i hate this feeling!!
why am i so useless? i felt like crying,

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accompanied serene to nyp today.
after that went back to her hse to watch youtube.
she showed me alot of the videos on DBSK. LOL. quite funny laaaaaa Hahaha.
then went to meet charlene at amk for dinner together with serene.
headed to sumo hse for dinner.. we chosen the $2.90 meal! so cheap for a jap meal. :D
walked around after that while waiting for time to pass so they could go attend their korean lessons. ^^
took some dumb photos with them then i went home after that. :D

dar came back from the ogl camp already!!! HAPPYHAPPY. ^^v
but he sounds so tired just now.. hope he gets enough slp tonight! :D
i can't slp ytd and i dunno why.. T.T toss and turn until 3 plus. grrr wth.

& OH jasmine lemon tea with nata is love!!! SO NICE OMG.

/
the chocolates serene gave me :DDDDD cuteeeee!

thats all :D
Goodnight.
if only life is a bubble. if only i won't feel inferior compared to the others. if only i can learn how to put it down. if only i can be that.

`just leave it behind please, will you?

saddddddd

2007-03-06T16:45:00.000+08:00

HELLO :D

holidays after started. -JUMPSAROUNDINJOY-
BUT. -SULKSUDDENLY- i need a job so badly! need to get so much stuffs.
and im thinking whether to go back to my old working place or not... X=

SO SIANNNN CAN. ><

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im so sad/jealous/angry/unhappy and felt that _____ is so unfair now. =@
but what can i do besides whining to myself? =/ im not a kid anymore..
mayb don't take it to heart? ): well, i guess so..

all of a sudden i really miss going to school. LOL.
so much better than rotting and spending money away. X=

>>
came across this story earlier on.
click here
T.T saddddd~
and also click here.
girl gave birth at the age of 5!!!!!! O.O

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dar went off for ogl camp. ^^
erny and sharin is going as well this week! :D
i want to go also. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. >=
-startedcursingandswearing-

HMPH.

okay so for now...
i shall go watch some videos.. :D
Hehe..

& Yeaahhh..
chocolate waffles for dinner. =9
.

`giving it up...

Bored!

2007-03-02T17:23:00.000+08:00

im so boredddddd!

and it has been raining for consecutive days already..
wondering when can it stop.. Zzz

cold and hungry.
been eating so much chocolates recently cause of exams.
stupid exams always make me craving for chocolates.
and the packet of chocos my dad bought frm hk is soooo nice!
but it's too sweet for my liking. =/ i kinda prefer those more bitter ones..

so went for jogging few days back. i love :D

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backtracking alittle...
ytd went to dar's hse to cook!!
we cooked spaghetti and soup together.
he cut the ingredients and cooked the spaghetti.
i prepared the sauce and the soup. :DDDD
Hahahaha. quite nice lehhhhhhh. >=D LOL.

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me wna watch movies. i miss popcorns..
i wna sit ferris wheel. me miss the funfair.
me wna sit cable car. i miss sentosa&vivo.

misses!

this is dar's nephew, cute isn't it? :D

;D
i want dinner!!

`i rmb the first time you took me by the hand (:

exams over!

2007-02-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

我把回忆关进房间眼前不断浮现
有你陪我所有画面朋友说我变的沉默
变的有些难过邻居都听见了寂寞

也许时间给的太少没有珍惜你的好
城市太喧闹你没有听到我不该把手放掉
没有了你没有爱情什么都已经是空气
这些没有你的日子没有了自己
没有了你没有力气孤单香水却来袭
我想念你身上气味请给我互相拥抱的机会
你离开后我才明了幸福已经溜掉你也许都不会知道

也许时间给的太少没有珍惜你的好
城市太喧闹你没有听到我不该把手放掉
没有了你没有爱情什么都已经是空气
这些没有你的日子没有了自己
没有了你没有力气孤单香水却来袭
我想念你身上气味请给我互相拥抱的机会

love this song lots.

exams finally over!!!!!! Hahahaha!
happy happy!!!

i love the donuts can!!! so nice. =9
im gna buy a dozen of them!!!

cooking session tmr!!! ;D

`if she understands

SIAN!

2007-02-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

loves.

----------------------------

IM SO BU SHUANG NOW!!!
WHY IS IT ALWYS ME!!! )))):
-TAKEADEEPBREATHHHHHH-
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.
.
.
im fine now :D

newyrrrrrrrrrr

2007-02-25T02:43:00.000+08:00

Yo helloooooo :D

watched wo cai just now and OMG the girl who is only 17 already hav her first child!
means she got pregnant at like 16???!!!!
OMG i din know taiwan pple r so open minded!!

aiyo.

finished my papers on thurs n fri. another more on nxt wed.
hopefully can pass.... ): felt that im not putting enough effort in it thou. so scaredddddd. -PULLHAIR-
on friday after the paper went to ochard to watch the chingay with dar, erny, sharin n muikhim.
but i was really hungry after the paper.. prob cause killed too much of my brain cells during the exam..
so went burger king to eat.. felt so sinful after that.. lol. the burger is like so big and aiyo... T.T
AHhhhhhhhhhh........ lamak... FATS. -________-

but i had a great time with them.. ;D muacks.

then today went eugene's hse to bai nian with dar..
forget to bring oranges.. i left it on the table... T.T then hav to borrow frm pple..
paiseh la.. but thx anyway. ^^
most of them r from e6, and muikhim with her sister.. Haaaa..

somemore still gt buffet and lion dance. woah. nt bad. :DDD

stayed till 6 plus then me and dar went off to his cuz hse which is at... er i forget where already. hee. somewhere near bishan.. aiya nvrmind abt where is it.
had dinner at the hse, his cousin is really friendly. :DD
played cards for awhile then headed home.

.
.
slacked until now....
nowadays i cant slp early..
mayb cause my body clock already used to slping late.. O.O
o~ m~ g~ i dun wan.......... T.T
adjust adjust!!!!

tmr night i want go jogging!!! Hoho.
;DDDDDD

okay it's time to slp.
shall start my studying again tmr.. Haix..
need to study whole book leh for the nxt week exam.. siannnnnnnnnnn. -.-

GdNitex. ^^

`that's when i love you. you know it best.

happy cny

2007-02-21T22:18:00.000+08:00

First of all, GONG XI FA CAI!!! Haahaaaa.

today is chu si! stayed at home whole day studying.
okay so shall not talk anything abt today.

chu xi went over to chinatown to get new yr goodies after dinner.
it was freaky, freaky crowded inside there, almost suffocate.
but nvrmind, one yr one time only.
stayed until 11 plus and went home.

chu yi, went over to grandma's there to see her.
my uncles n aunties r there too but din saw my second aunt..
aiya well... grandma's memory seems to be failing already. ): hope she can be strong.
at night went over to dar's aunt hse to bai nian. so many aunties uncles man. i scared la. but its okay i hav seen them many times already hahahaha. -.-
then i wanted to go home, BUTTTTTT! no more bus already.. how sway man lol.
so no choice take taxi. walked all the way to dunno where to wait for one. lucky its at sengkang only. costed only 4 dollars. but ofcus with midnight charge la. dar help me pay for it. :D thx.

chu er, woke up at 8 plus with a terrible flu.
took medicine and went back to slp until 12 then wake up. -.-
hurried chng, prepared and went over to aunt's hse.
my cousin is not there as he went for some navy thing. ):
so i got quite lonely. cause the rest of my cousins r already married and hav kids already.
so i gt nothing to chat with them. Haaaaaaaaaaaaahahaha. they went to Genting after that btw. SO GOOD LOR.
my aunt gave me a box of makeup set inside got blusher, eye shadow and lip gloss?! inside. yea. ^^ but dun think i will use it. -_____-

stayed on to watch tv until around 5. me and my mum went over to sun plaza to get some stuffs before going home cause im feeling unwell. DAMNN. felt like my nose is abt to drop off any moment.

chu san, feeling slightly better already but my nose is still blocked. T.T thx to the herbal tea my mum bought for me.
studied abit and joined dar again to his uncle hse for dinner.
Hahahaha that's abt it i think.
this sat will prob going to another friend's hse to bai nian.. hopefully if nothing goes wrong. :/

will upload the photos taken during cny some other time prob after my exams lol.
shun bian count my ang bao money. see how much i got altogether. ^^

i need to go study already, seriously.
tmr is starting of exams. (sway man)
bless meeeeeeee. T.T

piggy says happy cny to all!

`ni shi wo de zuan su tian shi! i love you.

happy cny

2007-02-20T01:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR!
happy oink oink yr as well TO ALL. ^^

im tired and down with flu. lolx. saddddddddd.
used up @#$ number of tissues. sneeze like a thousand times already.

okay la its late.

love, :D

why? what did i do to deserve this?
been trying myself not to cry over this foolish thing.
how i wish i dun hav a heart sometimes so i dun feel anything.
i'd do anyting to make myself numb.
like nobody can hurt me, nobody can make me cry. nobody.

cried

2007-02-17T02:27:00.000+08:00

Happy 1st yr anni. (:

to the one whom i hav know for 3 years plus.
to the one for being my colleague for few months.
to the one who hav been together with me for 365 days.
thruout the highs n lows, been thru ups n downs.
thankyou for being there with me. (:

-

hav you evr imagine how wld it be like to grow old with the one you love?
holding hands strolling down the beach? i always hope.. althou it sounds abit obiang. lolx.
nothing matters much actually, with your love ones by yr side.
watching them growing old with you. count the number of valentines spend together. looking back at the past memories together.
and whisper i love you into yr ear sometimes. ^^
waaa~ sweeeeeet leh. hee.
*went into semi-dreaming state*

-

*slappppp!* piak!-
*awake*
-.-
okay la. shall wait for that day to come....

back to reality..
ytd was a sad sad day.. ):
i dunno y but i felt so _______. ):
im such a kukubird. @_@

sorry sorry sorry!! ):

me and my mum had dinner with bk's family.. thankyou uncle. ^^ ok althou he wun see it. -.-
but i truly appreciate it. :D

went home and watched this really nice movie. A moment to remember.

its a korean movie. and its damn nice k!
so sad and romantic.. *tearyeyed* i cried like a bucket of tears la.. lolx..
i will rmb this movie forever.. the ending is like super super sweet i swear.. sweet. the guy tried his best to protect her, althou he knows her memory will still slowly fades away someday and he will become a stranger to her.
but at least he din give up at all.

forgiving is giving your hate just a little room in yr heart.
We might find it hard to completely eliminate the hatred in our hearts, but we should never let it control us.

the courtships between the 2 leads r really cute.. ^^ but then the girl loses her memory eventually cause of an illness..
and thats the saddening part begins.. imagine you slowly forgets abt yr friends, family and everything else..
like you r having an eraser inside yr head.. how heart-wrenching.. ):
i dunwan to lose my memory!! not even a small part of them.. cried like mad man. lolx so idiotic.

thumbs up for this movie. thank god i switch to channel U cause i saw the ad earlier on.

LOL OKAY.
enough of those sad sad stuffs~
i haven finish my studying yet~ o~ m~ g~
Haiz..

BYEEEE.

`im so sad.

valentine

2007-02-15T00:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY. ((((((:

to everyone,
to all my friends out there,
to my family,
and to myonlylove, boonkiong. :D

**

went to collect our rings today at amkhub :DDD one yr anni prezzie. loves
then went to hougang for the Uncle Ringo's FUNFAIR. ^^
LOL I WANT TO SIT THE FERRIS WHEEL!!!! ><
but cause of the valentine day thing we din get to sit.. need spend 200 plus above at hougang mall then can enjoy the dining thing.
we lazy to wait until 9 so went for the sky rider. Haaaaaaaaa...
sadx1000.

**

sky rider; this is the only ride we tried due to shortage of cash. felt wasted cause i was closing my eyes all along.. lolx. stupid me...

the euro wheel. lolx.

the sparkling juice! ^^

the funfair will be until 18th of march.
it's opp hougang interchng.
but it's quite expensive cause still need admission fees and the fees for the rides.
so bring more cash with you. xD

for now i hav to go study for my paper already..
hate my school, why do they have to put the exams stright after cny.. T.T
SADx10000000000.

LOL.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

`everything that lies in your heart. 170206.

HELLO!

2007-02-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

forgive me for bringing the rainy days into yr dreams.

done with my room for now! HAPPPPPY! :D
threw away 3 BIG bags of junks!!
mopped the floor today, like finally. Hahaha.
contented!

shopped with mum today.
wanted to look for sofas but my dad suggested to go city plaza..
so nxt time perhaps. bought few more new plain tees. ^^
then roti prata for dinner. Yeah. ^^

so tired.
losing blood now.. lolx. hate it. ><

.
Yuan Liang is such a sad song.... T.T but very nice.
the song is by zhang yu hua.
^^

tmr going shopping with dar.. but stil need go back to sch in the afternoon to collect the cookies which i hav ordered frm my friend. sian!!!

gotta start preparing for my exams soon..
before cny starts.. before running out of time... =/

bye for now.
cya soon. ^^

`a hundred of reasons can't beat the 3 simple words.

ikea

2007-02-10T02:23:00.000+08:00

congrats to dar for passing his english. :D
congrats to serena for passing all the subjects.
congrats to lingying~ :DDD
congrats to those who did well..
cheer up for those who didn't..

went IKEA on friday~

bcus... i need to find my cushion.
bcus.... me and dar had nowhere to go.

journey there was quite long.. and need to walk quite long also.

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. oh well..

overall its fun la IKEA.. quite big.
the furniture there is damn nice k.
nxt time gna design my own hse man..

& we found a digi cam.. wanted to find the owner initially..
but then.. decided to give it to the worker there to settle.. Ha. we r honest kids la..

took lots of silly pics man..
we love the mirrors there.. or maybe just me.. xD

So well... bought a green cushion and a clock...
.................. lolx.. so ____ man. it's very cheap i can say.
then walked back to take bus back to amk for dinner. ^^

after heading home..
cleared up the mess in my room and start decorating it.
now it's half done. *happy* althou nt very nice but at least it's CLEAN for now... lolx.
tired~ "renovate" my room for so long and yet it's half done only..
happy cause i cleared the junks on my study table already.. so much of them..
like o~ m~ g~ my sec 4 maths paper is still lying there.. -.-''
reminds me of the torturing o level days.. ><

dusty like hell also.. hee..

found a nice song.
supposed to be a sad song.. but..
i finds it nice. well.
it's my blog song.. wait for a moment to load if you want to hear it. :D

late late late~
need to slp already...
tmr need continue my cleaning up session.. lolx.
hav a nice night~

`i love you, forever, eternally, till the end. :D

lalaz

2007-02-09T02:03:00.000+08:00

Yeah,,

im back.. HELLO! ^^

like finally we hav completed our GD project! -CLAPCLAPCLAP-
think we r the last ones to finish it up man.. lolx..
wasted so much time on this and nvr study for DE.. T.T
hopefully can pass my DE..

Haiz today ar.. was a bad day for us..
pasted our pix on the board and happily went for DE common test.
then realise our pix r so small compared to the others.
ohmygod. so after the paper went stright to the print shop to print..

BUT!! the files in the cd r the wrong measurements one..
so no choice need to go back to GD lab to edit it.. lolx.
after editing it we burn it into the cd and went off to to print.
then paste it on the board with my dumb low quality glue.

happily took the board, intending to give to the teacher..
WHO KNOWS!! at this moment of time he is not in his room!
the room is locked somemore.. T.T so according to one of the lecturer there.
he went for invigilation. we had no other choice but to search around for him.
search here and there but no sight of him man.. lolx.. so tired.
so returned back to the room and saw him there.. *lucky*
gave our board to him and went off happily..

dar accompany me home and went to the cc balcony.
around 8 plus we headed home.. :D

my nxt thing to do on my TO DO LIST..
RE-DECORATE MY ROOM!
it's in a mess! big mess.. o~ m~ g~
shall find some time to "renovate" it and throw away unwanted rubbish..
then my room will hav bigger space.. :DD
shall start doing it tmr.. Hee..

those taking olevel results later on, lucks to you all! :D

edited some of the pics. :DDDDD

Nites!

mayb i thought you will understand.
i hope you really do.
and it's not just a wishful thinking of mine...

`outta my heart, into yr head.

lalala

2007-02-07T01:25:00.000+08:00

tired day!
I. AM. SO. TIRED.

okay so.. basically.
today.
project-ing at erny's house.
thats all.
and the dumb project and i mean DUMB. is so.....!!!!! #$^&
we still haven finish it after so many days.. T.T so tired..
today gna continue.. and we had DE common test on thurs..
o. my. god~ lolx.
hopefully tmr can finish and gt energy to study. ^^

today at erny's hse we took so many silly pics and do retarded things.
ohmygod. i think we r really ______ man!
erny's mum cook nice food! ^^ i like it.
after that erny bring us around bedok central.
as we seldom have the chance to go bedok.. lolx.
then we headed home. TIRED~

i was abt to fall aslp in the bus but manage to wake up.
cause i din want to miss my stop. lolx. so dark.

came home, bath and continue my script..
now mayb revise abit of my DE paper and call dar awhile before going to slp. ^^
tmr there is lecture~~~ T.T ALAMAKKKKK. sure maaaaaaaa.
i want to finish up this last project and sleeeeeeep. ><
AHHHHHHH.

okay nvm..
upload our pics another day..
nitex.

: D

`cause i am hanging on every words you saying.

sometimes

2007-02-03T20:41:00.000+08:00

Hahah hello again.

stayed at home whole day to study for my digital electronics paper.
which is on next thursday. but din manage to revise much cause i was using the comp. X:
sad. T.T

been wondering... what am i gna do after graduating from poly.
go to a uni and get myself a degree? or further my studies to study what i really want?
or least study what im really interested in.. but till now im still thinking, unsure of my decision.

mayb go further studies at australia for few yrs.
mayb get a diploma and go stright to work.
but get married before 25 and hav kids! lolx.
if fate allows that is.

don't even know whether i can survive thru poly or nt. X:
not to say what im going to major in during my third yr.

anyway just a draft for now don't think it will come true.
life is full of ups and downs.
and hope my life will be full of excitments! :DD

back to my revising..
then sketches for my graphic design project..
hope to hav some inspirations!
^^

`in my heart, in my soul.

hello

2007-02-03T02:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO :D

THURSDAY! 3 hrs of break. ><
so went hougang mall with erny & sharin and we missed DE lecture. X:
but finally got the present for muikhim! hope she will like it. :DDD
& happy cause dar came all the way to hougang to accompany me.
then went to take neoprints with them and headed back to school for GD.
hahahahaa. -.-''

we handed up our vb project without adding array.
knew we wouldn't get gd marks for that but can't help anymore.
we r just too tired~ Ha~ ha~ ha~

Yeah today~ finish our assignment 2 for DE and we got our circuit correct!
Hahahaha happy la.
then went to hougang with dar again.
:DDDD

sunday gna go with my mum again. ^^

tired.
and hungry! T.T i got hungry so easily nowadays.
need go jogging soon!
after cny can eat as much as i like again. :evil laughsssss.

now is the falling sick season, so take care pple!

NITES!

my sweetest classmates. :D

`we will find a way back to where we used to be at the beginning. (:

haiz

2007-01-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

tuesday~

omg. when can we finish our vb project?
i will hav increasing amount of white hair man. T.T
codes r just not my cup of tea.

today is a super cold day althou outside is super sunny.
cause i forget to bring my jacket. ))))))))))))):
other than that.. everything is fine. :D

in quite a bad mood today.. hopefully tmr will be a better day.
hate my moodswings. i dun like to show that im unhappy but yet i can't.

am i too demanding sometimes? ))))):
for what am i being so stubborn sometimes?
Eee sickening. yucks.

i'm so bored and i keep pestering dar for games. ):
im such a nuisance sometimes.

so tired!!
nites. :DD

till the end

2007-01-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

All these precious moments,
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven,
Thats holding me all night.

I dont know how i found you,
I'm thankful that i have
That i have a love so true,
To hold to keep to share.

All my friends around me,
Say you'll be gone too soon
Baby, i'm gona make them see
We've found our way back home.

In my heart, I can no longer hold inside
All of the love i used to hide.
I'd always be with you until the very end.
In this world,
There is no place I'd rather be
You are my life my soul, my world.
And through it all, i know you'll come to see
We'll always be,
Till the end.

yeazh

2007-01-28T02:12:00.000+08:00

HELLO :D

currently in a super slpy mode.

once again, wanted to do my html project but too lazy. X:

O-M-G im super lazy. T.T

wake up early in the morning to went for guitar with dar..
saw some of the seniors performing for open hse. HAH.
also saw lots of sec sch students during the open hse for the past few days.

makes me feel old man. HAH. X:

alright.
passed mad her french txtbk and went off to dar's hse.
slacking! xDD love slacking at his hse.

ok actually.
i dunno what it means.
but i think girls r really weird.
myself too... i guess.
some of the gestures we made unknowingly.
@_@

TEARS IN HEAVEN! :DD
MY EAR CANDY FOR THE MOMENT NOW.
so nice mannnnnnn. ^^
i want to learn it in guitar!
teach meeeeeeeeeeee. ><

NOW.......
i got 2 choices..
one is to continue doing my project.
another one is to go to slp.

answer is obvious uh......... xD

NITES.
stay positive! :D

`dear diary, i just made him unhappy today. but i made him smile again (:

projectz

2007-01-25T01:02:00.000+08:00

guess what is it?
HAH. it's NOT a cupboard. xD
it's a RUBBISH BIN! ((((((((x

created by erny, sharin and me!

main purpose is to help disposing rubbish becomes an easier job.
we did that by adding wheels and handle at the smaller bin.
so we can just move the whole bin to the dispose area instead of carrying the whole rubbish bag.
HAHAHA. ^^

okay so tired now..
intending to continue with my html project and prepare for the dcn trial test tmr..
but headache la! ><
so slpy..

.

had my elective presentation on monday..
got a B- for that.. cause we din add photos of our ice-skating lessons perhaps..
but quite scary la.. felt the pressure when we saw other grps all did so well.. ):
but nvrmind, its over! :D one project down!

then its the programming project..
thx to bryan's help! we mange to have something! Haha.
and i'm glad we r almost finishing.. :D

completed our so called circuit on tuesday. like so lucky can.
we finish at the last min of the lesson. thx to the teacher who helped us.

CCT presentation on wednesday, so another project down!
now just hav to print out the reports and hand it to the teacher.
went to sharin's hse on tuesday to finish it.. but we had so much fun in her hse. xD
Haaaaaa.

.

just finish sorted out my notes to prepare for exams.
which will be few days after cny. need to start studying very soon!
i want a gpa above 3! :DDDDDDDD

quite hard ar?
lol i will try.

okay i hav to slp already.. my dark eye rings getting darker.. ):
tmr first lesson is 8! -faints. my weakest link.

but i'm surviving!

with loves.

`i want to spend my whole life with you, may i? (:

lalsala

2007-01-22T00:56:00.000+08:00

tell me why?
WHY!??

i dun like this. )):

im so slpy!
but cant sleep.. cause need to finish up projects.
the stupid pd report and oral presentation..
which is tmr!!!! grrrrrr.

hope everything will end faster.

hope exams, cny and this semester faster over!
so sick and tired of all these.. T.T

CCT - rubbisn bin(completed!!) ^^
programming - haven started T.T
elective - completing soon...... -.-
GD - talk abt this another time.
IAD - halfway thru. : D

tired.....
starting to have hallucinations already. LOL...
will update my crappy life another time.
till then.

JIAYOU HUIFANG. ^^

`just wna be with you. (:

haiz

2007-01-17T00:07:00.000+08:00

finally found my inspiration!

.

why do i have to make life miserable for others?
can't i give them a moment to breath?

now what is the problem?

i can't see it coming anymore.
i don't feel it now.

when time moves on, im still standing still.
on the same place.

meaningless. insignificant.
that's all i mean perhaps.
and i actually tot is turning better.
i am wrong. for the worst now.

sometimes i really wish my dad understands what im thinking.

`i need one more heart with me ):

BAHhhh

2007-01-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

BAH. KILL ME. X:

i felt so annoyed easily even at the slighest thing.
like now, the internet is irritating me. ><

im feeling so tired for the whole day cause its MONDAY.. -.-
but after meeting dar after sch managed to perk me up somehow. : DD
stayed back to do project with sharin in lib.. but we r stuck and dunno how to continue so we decided to go home.. lolx.
ok la.. we r so NO USE ar? lol.

how i wish everything can be over soon.
lets hav exams tmr and end everything asap yeah?
but NO... my last paper ends at the end of feb.. haiyo.. how sad i am.

--

now.. alittle of my emo-momo session..
felt kinda depressed lately, for dunno what reasons.

i want to earn lots of money to buy my stuffs.
dun really dare to ask money from my parents cause.. well.. i dunno.
felt guilty when asking them money for my own entertainment purpose.

so the only way i use is by eating lesser while trying to save.
but can't save much actually cause i dun hav much allowance per day also.
kinda sad. so i shd prob take up a job this holidays and earn back those money.
not like i hav no money in my bank or something but i dun feel like using them.. yet.
ya la you know you know? once you start using you wun stop..

so i do envy rich pple sometimes. or pple that often gt new stuffs.
im weird. lol. YA JEALOUS.

but money hard to earn.
so, i shd learn to accept it. not a big deal. Haaa.
dun take things for granted. (:

end of my emo-momo session. thankyou. : D

--
lets smile again! : DDDDD

`hanging by a moment, bring me back?

rainy

2007-01-14T04:05:00.000+08:00

P-R-O-J-E-C-T-S.
kick them all at the side!
shooooooo.

sometimes when im alone.
i tend to think alot. mayb good or mayb bad things.
dealing with different kinds of situation and people enable me to understand so much things.

on a roller coaster ride? mayb that's how i feel sometimes.

just some random thots.

awaiting for the 17th to come..
cause i will always make this a special day. : D
Haa, if nothing goes wrong..

.
now there's guitar on sat.
Hai~ no more mr francis.. ):

elective project report due tmr..
stay awake till 4 to rush the report ytd, but still, half completed only. T.T
i hav zero inspiration now..

nites.

`i believe that is what we so called life.

haha

2007-01-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

omg so tired man.
overslept in the morning again. T.T
caused me to be late for cct tutorial..

okay so today..

i skipped the pmp lecture and went novena for lunch.
returned back to amk and to school again for guitar.
some idiot spoilt my day DAMNNN.
rushed home to watch the peak.

yep. ;DDDDDDD

life's a torture, all of a sudden.
confused and lost?
i am..

happy birthday to muikhim in advance!

BYE.

`for you i'd do anything (:

hothothot

2007-01-07T14:23:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

watched Night Of The Musuem ytd with dar at j8.
wanted the afternoon slot initially but only left the front row..
thus we got the evening slot cause we get to sit at the back. Ha..

.

hmm, quite a interesting show..
very different from what i normally watched. lolx.

before that got guitar concert de-brief in the morning.
but i was late la. cause overslept.. lolx..
reached in time just for the buffet with dar. : D
played some games and then the passing down ceremony and so on.

.
.
.

the weather is so hot.
so nt going out today. i seriously dun feel like stepping out of my hse either.
Hahahaaaaaaa. X:

.

school was FINE la.
haven touch some projects yet.. but going to.. xD
i said.. im going to be hardworking this sem.. Haa. and i will.
... i hope so.

still rmb that day where sharin, erny and me meet up to do project.
but end up we did nothing but chatting and using erny's lappy.
cause sharin din bring the vb book. lolx.
so watched xmen2 borrowed in the library by dar...
.
.
.
i hate coughings! i hate it.
i dun want to drink the medicine! they tasted to yucky. ):
but still i hav to..
it's the only way to make me recover.. ))))):

--

suffocate; that was the word..
that terrifying word i guess.
a little girl holding a tattered doll standing in the middle of a crowd.
with so many faces staring back at her but none of them looked familiar.
feeling lost and helpless and yet she didn't know what to do..

----

thanks for the companion, dar.
the words unspoken, the things undone.
but i know you knew what was it all along.
the disagreements and unhappiness;
let them be forgotton as time passes by.
ilu.
.
.

HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYONE!
: DD

woah, see how gd the weather is? taken it before leaving my hse ytd.

loves

woo

2007-01-04T23:41:00.000+08:00

i lost my voice. T.T
so went to see a doc ytd.
got a mc but still i went to sch today. -.-'''''
but my throat felt terrible. shd hav stayed at home...
blame me for being so stubborn..

Hai.. so many projects to do!!!!!
and i haven complete any yet. so sad.
i want my voice back... ))))):

this is a bad starting for me.. everything is bad..
omg.. hopefully my health is ok.. the most important one..
my temperature is so irregular.. ): pls let me be ok..

YEAh..
xing fu lie ren by xiaozhu is so nice! Hahaha.. so cute.

one last note; thx my dearest one for being by my side when im sick. : DD

wish holidays faster come! Haaaa.
then can go WORKING!!!!! $$$

how i wish everything can be perfect, but nobody's perfect, isn't it?

happy new yr

2007-01-02T11:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2007!

hahaha. happy new yr.
i hav fallen sick on the first day of 07, what a gd way to start ar. ^&#
but thx to the medicine, i felt better today.
althou my throat still hurts.

Hahahaaaaaaa.
last friday went to watch 'curse of the golden flower'.
its nt a bad show mayb cause of jay chou. althou his expression abit lol.

then on sunday, the last day of 2006.

went to eat dinner with dar's family at fisherman village.

but it's really a very expensive meal cause its new yr eve. X:

then wanted to go watch night of the musuem at amk.

but we were late by 20 min for the last slot, so aborted the plan.

then im so sadddddddddd. T.T

but nvrmind la! Hahaha.

ok, till then.

GDBYE!

retarded-ass.

vivotrip

2006-12-29T00:49:00.000+08:00

RAINY DAY...... -.-

alright..
so today.. woke up at 11.
prepared already and went off to meet dar.

took bus to vivo to meet the rest of the guitar club peeps..
the journey there was so looong and cold. dripping water somemore the bus. T.T

reached there and ate so much stuffs. like spaghetti, mi fen, chicken wing, egg tart, cupcakes..
they sponser one. lol free lunch.

then went over to the pool or whatever it called place to play water..
Hahaha, one word to describe, FUNNNNN! ^^
despite the fact that it was drizzling..

*skip crappy details*

then felt uncomfortable so we left and went to get hot drink.
Haaa. off to toys r us after that. love that place man..
so many toys. xD

at night, left to bishan to get his altered pants.
headed to amk to see the new opened ntuc.
bought a piece of pizza frm 711 and home-ed.

thats my crappy day. ^^

my silly boy.

((((:

maybe

2006-12-28T00:33:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOO.

holidays r like ending sooooooon. sian.

so fast 2006 is gone. /:

hopefully nxt yr wld be a better yr.
: DDDD

went dar's hse today to help him with his project.
but i wasn't much help actually. lolx.
then played chinese chess.... but im a retarded la. BOO.
so had dinner at his hse with his family after that....
im still feeling very full right now. X:

went home and started raining... so heavy. till now. Hai.

guitar club outing tmr,....
shd i gooooooo....... or not. X:

HOHO.
i want go search for games to play already.
SO BOREDDDDDDDD AR. ;D

sweet dreams!

you are my sugarrush! -grins widely.

hungry

2006-12-26T13:55:00.001+08:00

IM SO HUNGRY.
but i lazy to go buy food to eat. BOOOO.
i dunwan to eat potato chips or those junk stuffs at home.

chinese new yr is coming.. happy and sad..
nvr really like CNY.. dunno why.. instead i kind of hate it..
happy cause gt hongbaos take, but not alot actually due to my not alot relatives.
sad cause __________.
haiya anyway.. it will be over in a blink of an eye..

gt lots of stuffs to buy!
money is the issue now. Haaaaaaaaa.
nvrmind. ignore that.

omg im still hungry.
din really eat anything since the jog ytd night. O.O
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

nt doing project anymore.
i cancelled everything cause of the horrid weather. T.T
so shall stay at home do solo project.
but dun think i will start actually. X:

Ops.

BYE.

merry xmas

2006-12-26T00:42:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

hope everyone had a joyous and happy christmas out there! : DDDDD

.
.
random pics.

need to do project tmr......
sian de lor.. zz
programming somemore. T.T

NITES. (:

.
.

you know?
i love you.

jian fei!

2006-12-24T14:18:00.000+08:00

i want to jian fei!!!!!!!
i know im not fat or obese whatever.
but i just want to get rid of 2 more kg!!!
is it that difficult???? ARRRRRRRR.
more exercise!!!!!!!!

okay la random.

gdbyeeeee.

merry christmas!
: DDDDD

ulcer

2006-12-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

there's an ulcer on my tongue. arr.
sickening. hurts whenever i eat something.
T.T painful.

*sometimes..... i wish i wasn't born.... me.

woooo

2006-12-22T11:54:00.000+08:00

woooo~
went jogging.
but stomach wasnt feeling well, again.
so jogged/walked around 1 and 3/4 rounds and home-ed.

YEAH.
helped my mum eat tangyuan(lolx), burn joss papers, wash toliet bowl(lolx) and hang clothes in the early morning!
HAHA. woke up at 7am. super early. ^^

feeling this........, randommmmmm.
OH and its 12pm already.
GD AFTERNOOOOOON!
(((((((((((((((((((:

.being frank to each other.

lalala bored

2006-12-21T17:21:00.000+08:00

lalala so boreddddddd!
dl-ing songs like mad. cause im so boredddd.
i want more songs laaaaaaaaa. T.T

went over to hougang point just now.
chngd alot. but not much. more shops lor maybe.
started raining when i reached home. ooo lucky sia. lolx.

so boreddddddddddd omg.

2 days ago the weather is damn bad.
raining and raining non-stop.
intending to go for yanting's bday bbq actually.
but the weather is too bad. so they headed to marina for steamboat.
me and muikhim din go in the end cus of some reasons. Hahahaha.

so me and bk went hougang mall for dinner and walkwalk lo.
but my stomach was terrible that day.
felt like puking but nothing came out. T.T
bought the air battle game and went to cc to play. lolx.

ytd, went his hse to play the game.
i win alot of rounds! lolx. so happppppy. : DDDDDD
then went over to si ma lu to bai bai together with his mum and sis..
: DDDDDDDDD

today, a half rainy and sunny day i think.
so boredddd at home. )))))))):
dar is at chinatown. lolx. i think?
miss him alot. ><

oh ya charlene!
if you r reading this. received yr christmas card already!
thx alottttt!
(((((((((((((((((((((((:

alright.
im off to find more songs to dl.
hope dun get caught. X:

boredboredbored.

zoooo

2006-12-19T00:40:00.000+08:00

we went to the zoo!
hahaha.
but the weather was rather bad.
raining and raining.
so we had to take umbrella and tour around. lolx.
but i had enjoyed the day anyway.
(: loves.

happy tenth month-170206.

unexpected

2006-12-16T02:18:00.000+08:00

sometimes..
the least expected thing that happens..
is usually....

.

GD paper is over! Wooo.
all that i studied came out. thank god.
after that headed to bugis to look for serene and charlene for lunch.
but me and bk is too hungry so we eat first as serene is still not free at the moment. X:

walked along the places near bugis street and spotted a shop which sells alot of childhood stuffs.
so we bought some old old games, the blow bubble thing(?), and a mini correction tape for only eighty cents. LOL.

then meet up with charlene and serene at sim lim square.
went to bugis after that together with charlene for her job hunting and shun bian walk walk around.
but sadly, dun hav. then she left and went suntec.
Hahahaha. hope you hav already found a job by now~

so today me and bk went to play alot of games to revive childhood. X:
like snake and ladders, tiao fei ji, the happy family, master mind but the one i like most is battleships. xD
cause its the only game that i can beat him. lolx.
i keep losing to him! grrrrrrrr. but nevermind. lolx. doesnt matter.
had my dinner with his family then went home!

dar and the xmas tree! xD

me and the christmas tree.

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.
.
.

.

the unexpected.
now i know what is unpredictable.
it can be so true sometimes.

sometimes i wonder why do things like that hav to happen. ):

irritated

2006-12-13T00:24:00.000+08:00

take my hand and we will take a stroll down the beach.
i don't mind even if silence is the only companion.

AHH. IRRITATED.

SO HARD/MUCH/TIRED TO STUDY!!!!!!!! $%@
THE PPT TOOK SO LONG TO TRANSFER FINISH!!
okay mayb not that long. thx sharin! : DDDDDDDDD

grr. i wna go jogging tmr to vent my frustrations!! lolx.

okay just kidding. mayb after the common test.
im so tired.

was so sad ytd cause of something and i cried to sleep.
but everything is fine now!!!! HAhahahaa.
colourful! everything is so colourful. COLOURS. thats what im studying now. Eeeeeee.

alright.
back to my colour theory for now... zzz
nites. (((((((((:

.you hav become the meaning of my life.

who?

2006-12-11T13:41:00.000+08:00

take a deep breath, sit down.
look around.
there r many beautiful things around.
concentrate, be determined.
there is certainly a way out.
no matter what it takes.
or how long it takes.
just smile! : DDD

.who is the girl i see staring stright back at me.

wo ai ni

2006-12-10T01:52:00.000+08:00

watched Open Season with bk on 9 dec. which is ytd. HA.
a very light-hearted and cute show.
recommended for families to watch together. : D

bk and his family went to bugis in the morning to bai bai and shopping..
but im too slpy la.. lolx..

still feeling super sleepy now. omg im a pig man..
lacking the feel to start studying.. double sian.
feel like eating chocolates at the moment.. AHHhhh. ><

tmrrrr! tmr is sunday.
a gd day to slack at home.
and gd day to get started studying.
also a gd day to visit my grandma.
;D

well.. it's 2am currently..
shd go to bed soon..
if not later got dark eye rings!!!!!!!! no gd no gd!

will start mugging very soon i promise~

nites all. love.

hunt for the box and get the key.
find your way out and unlock the mystery.

hohoho

2006-12-09T00:13:00.000+08:00

hohohoHohoHO.

last day of school today before the common test starts.
time to enjoy? Hmm. perhaps..

went for NIUNAI's concert ytd..
its at the ampitheatre. hav nvr been there before until ytd..
lolx, omg.
we waited for so long.
but still, many pple went.
and overall its nice. : D

today's lesson is BORING till the extreme man.
YawNsssS. 4 hrs of lesson.
first 2 hr is still okay. im glad.
hate to study the theory part of graphic design. ))):
so many things to memorise.. those logics behind lines.. colours.. design..
sian de lor.. T.T

BUT NEVERMIND! HA HA HA.
im going to work hard and score! : DD

not going to let laziness to defeat me. Ho Ho.

i've got nothing more to ask for. nothing. (:
contented, i am. : D
i will be strong, always.
dun worry, and watch me fly.

i want that part of my memory to stay.

GROSSS

2006-12-05T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiii.

suffering frm crampppppps. omg. terrible. T.T
but eating chocolates helps ALOT!!! really really. : DD

reached school early morning and got programming test. SULKS.
the lecturer said we got the easiest one. dunno is it true or not. X:
but thx to sharin for the book, i finish the test afterall.
then had briefing for mini project.. T.T another project. SIANNNNNNN.

Haix. then kana cheated for the rest of the afternoon.
tutorial cancelled without us knowing.
stayed back for nothing just because somebody mistaken the dates for CS briefing.
SO SADDD SIA..... STAYED BACK FOR NOTHING....
but nevermind, waited for bk then go home together. : D love

oh ya.
while waiting for tutorial, we went to lecture theatre there to watch movies!
LIVE FEED. its a super gruesome bloody r-rated movie. pls dun watch it.
GROSSSS. we din finish the movie anyway.. too gross.

okay.
so tmr... hav to study for networking test..
dun feel like attending the CS briefing tmr already.
damn sian.

then thursday.. NIUNAI'S CAMPUS CONCERT!
YEahhh. im going im going. : DD with muikhim and mad, mayb bk also.
miss energy as a whole thou. ):

friday. vocal training. -.-'''
gogogo?
dun go dun go dun go?

who kill santa 2? next friday. fort canning hill. Haix.

MOVIES!
wna watch open season. wahahahaz. mayb deck the halls too.

then whats next?
pretty obvious laa..

em i rmberd last week.
forgotton which day already.
we headed khatib for lunch.
then decided to eat at NYP.
Lolz. shortcut for new york pizza.
but i concluded that khatib is really nt a gd place to go for lunch. X:
super full. din even finish the french fries that time. the pizza is nice thou.

okay la.
super random. dunno what to say. lazy upload pics.
BYEBYE.

ps.insignificant. is that what it mean to you?.

Yeahhh

2006-12-04T16:35:00.001+08:00

Yeahhh.
its good to be home so early once in a while.
and found my fav egg tarts at home! wahahahaz.
really very nice. i love it so much. : DD

oh well, today is monday..
the egg project failed. )):
cause we din hav enough time to do it. so sad.. T.T
but nevermind na.. HAHAHA.

got to know our common test timetable..
and our paper is on nxt thursday.. yeah.. only ONE paper.. Lolz...

went to study with bk last saturday at bishan library..
he taught me some DE logic equations stuffs.. then went S11 for lunch.
i must be more hardworking this sem.

im feeling super happy today.
cause i hav no more worries or troubled stuffs in my heart.
and im contented for the time being.. with everything i got now.
: D

.its good to be honest with ourselves sometimes.

La Guitare

2006-12-02T02:09:00.000+08:00

YEAH.
BACK. : DDDDDD

today is nyp annual guitar concert, La Guitare~
everything went on well i think...
the seniors performed overtura..? jian dan ai and tong hua.
juniors performed somewhere out there and tea for two..
got solo, duet etc....

then helped to take those chairs back to the room..
we r so shagged after that. sweat like hell.. T.T
and it's SU's BIRTHDAY~
stayed back awhile to celebrate her bday after the thing. ^^
i ate 2 pieces of cake. lolz omg. then went back home.
my eyes r closing soon. tired.. can't take it anymore... YAWNS.
so many things had happened this week. Woooo... mentally tired..
lucky we managed to catch the last bus home today. Lolx.

pics! Theatre of the arts.

the ones in black r our instructors! Lolz.

i will wait for the others to send me the rest!
need to go replenish my sleep already!
tired. -.-

too much

2006-11-29T00:28:00.000+08:00

too much thoughts in my mind!
everything is weighing down. its hurting my head man.

i need to let it out.
but i dunno how.

anyway. something more positive!
we had our guitar rehearsal at theatre of the arts since monday..
woah althou the place is nt as big as audi. but its quite spacious too.
i like the feeling being inside there. xD
concert is just 2 days away.. but i keep screwing up the somewhere out there.
it seems fine when i practise alone but it sounds terrible when with others.
im slow lor. lolz.

busy week ahead! but im gna pull thru it.
im so tired la. my dark eye rings gna appear soon. T.T
so im going to slp after this!

tmr's cct tutorial is cancelled! so our lessons start at 1.
Yeahhhhhhh. : DDD

im going to be really studious after this week.
i must know how to draw logic circuits by next week.
and also prepare for the DCN test for the next week lab.
erny will be going to brunei for obs nxt week.
so that left me and sharin. hopefully the presenation dun tio us anymore! pray pray!

OKAY.
NITEX WORLD.
LOVES.

i dun like the stares frm you.

hohoho

2006-11-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hiiiiiiiii.
: D

okay i hav come up with some plans which i hope to accomplish in these few months time.
whahahaaaaaz. : DDD

this friday guitar's concert is a success! : DDD
understand completely how to draw logic circuits.
get THAT long sleeve top by next week! : DDD
spent my 2 weeks holiday wisefully.
do well for the common test and exams this sem.
complete elective project! and the egg project due next week.
US to be happy always. ((((:
save 26 dollars in 2 weeks time.
read finish the storybook which i hav borrowed few days ago.
visit the zoo together with bk. lolz
finish up the DEP and presentation.
hav a wonderful christmas. : D

okay. thats all for now i guess..
not alot actually. xD

below r just some random pics.

that ends it all. nitex!

nice

2006-11-26T02:45:00.000+08:00

i love my blog song!
ALOT LA.
wahahahahahaz.

very sweet song. : DDDD

ai yi ge ren xi wang ta guo de hao.

gdnite world!
hav a sweet dream tonight.

wooo chnged my blogskin!
this is adorable! wahahaz.

.something meant to be happen.

backkk

2006-11-25T00:36:00.000+08:00

back to my blog.
zzz

im damn slpy now la..
still wondering whether shd i attend the guitar practise tmr not..
i hate to make decisions.. zz
today the vocal training.. omg la.
its exactly like what pple do in choir.
the teacher ask each of us to sing a song to him.
althou i like singing but not sing infront of the class ba..
so embarrasing. lucky sing a little part only. grr..
he din comment anything negative. thank god.. lolz. but i know nt very gd also la..

did the DE assignment.. but im so blur.
so many wires and holes.. they made my eyes damn pain. T.T
fortunately we managed to finish it and got everything right..
if not i will cry man. lolz.

graphic design is boring. as usual.. but fun. : D
next friday the lab is cancelled so we can go school at 4! wahahahaz.
but can the graphic design lab also be cancelled as well? )))):
how i wish.

haiya.. realise now im blogging in such a singlish manner already.
and its so boring and still boring. grr.
haix. im sooooo tired. YAWNS.

BUT ANYWAY.....
im happy.. cause im happy! : D
-SMILES-

no matter what tmr may happen.
no matter its gd or bad.
no matter rain or shine.
there's always you and me.

: DDDD

YEAHS.

nitex!

.im glad to know that you r the answer to my prayer.

beautiful

2006-11-23T18:21:00.000+08:00

Hello~

a conclusion made today.
jacket is a must-hav for thursday.
the 2 hrs lab in the morning is really very cold!
i wonder why. X:

k anyway...

i feel so fat recently.. T.T
must go jogging tmr already.
burn off the fats!!!!! wahahahahahaaz.

cause just had mac for lunch today.
wahahaahaz.

started on the CCT project..
and i hope we can complete it soon.
cause i haven started my elective and IAD project. hmph.

today was eating with sharin and erny then i came to realise that we r quite stress-free compared with other polys.
okay mayb for our course only la.
and i felt the same way too. i wonder why my other friends r always so stress abt this and that.
whereas.. i dun feel it at all. X:
mayb it's just me? im nt putting in any effort? lolz.
im always doing last minute work..

.
watched flushed away with him last fri.
wahahahahaaz very nice but kinda childish for us. lolz.
but i just like.

movie again next monday with classmates! wahahahahaz.
hopefully we can get a good timeslot and no guitar practise. /:
and there's vocal club tmr.. ))))))))):
sickening leh.. what r we supposed to do in vocal club..? )))): haix.

there's giodarno in our school! lolz.
mad sia!

i wna learn jap!!!!!! randommmm.
hmph.
alright. bye world. tata. loves.

.its the way you make me feel.
i love you.

anotherday

2006-11-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

looking back now.
everything seems to be so perfect.
almost perfect maybe.

how well do i know myself?
i dun really know actually.
am i happy in my current course?
im nt sure as well. X:
i always tot we shd walk one step, count one step.
but mayb im wrong thou.
what if i regret? what if everything turns out to be nothing?
im afraid of things that i couldnt control.
ever since the entry to poly, i felt that things r constantly chnging.
everybody r chnging already. its just a matter of time.

at times, i may be stubborn.
till the extent that i dun really understand myself.
how well can i manage my emotions and feelings?
and how easily my emotions r affected by others?
mayb just one action or word can cause me to be moody for the whole day.
i guess the threshold of my endurance r not that high perhaps.
but in fact, i just wanted something simple.
been constantly reminding myself to look more towards the positive side.
and i believe things will turn out right.
i really hope they will.

.

anther school day tmr! half dreading it. T.T
vb quiz first thing in the morning. without txtbook what can i do? sobs.
then had to stay all the way till night for guitar practise.
haix. the poor guitar that is lying at the corner of my room is out of tune.
i cant practise it now. the tune is terribly out.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

but anyhow.. i love to be busy.
nowadays im like always free. T.T
nothing better to do leh........ haix.

Woooo nvrmind! christmas is coming~
i love christmas. i like the xmas-y feeling!
my wmp will be full of xmas-y songs! lolz.
it's a season to be jolly~ hohohoho.

i want to work and earn lots of money!
$$$ money $$$$!

lets end my entry with a smile then!
hav a nice day tmr!
:DDDD

.turn over a new leaf.

dayyy

2006-11-19T02:05:00.000+08:00

so tired...
zzz

first.
woke up at 10 in the morning.
last minute decided to go for guitar session.
quickly washed up chnged and meet him.
reached school around 11 plus. lolz. damn late.
i screwed the "somewhere out there" really bad. )):

next.
headed to yishun to meet his sis friend to get the guitar.
the weather is super super hot man...
then went back to amk.
dabao food back to his house to eat.

okay.
went back home to put guitar and bath.
then went out again to meet him.
took taxi to anchorview to meet his other relatives.
walked to compass point to get his guitar tuner.. then took lrt back to the place.
im so suagu.. nvr took lrt before in my life. xD
had our dinner at a coffee shop.. or is it a hawker centre la.. lolz.
and its his mother's hua ren birthday ytd! :DDDD
so went to his aunt's hse to cut the birthday cake!
then went home together with him, his sis and his sis bf.
(((((((((((((:

i love the journey's home.

realised how stubborn i can be sometimes.
but can't help it. i can't pretend everything's alright.
so sorry.

nice.

happy ninth months.

woot

2006-11-17T01:19:00.000+08:00

Wooooo.
im so lucky today.
kana picked by the computer to do the presentation for my grp today.
during lectures. am i lucky or lucky? X:

nvrmind about that. its stupid la.
grrrrrrrrrrrr.

im going stright to bed after typing this.
gosh. so tired.
had guitar session on wed and mad they all hav to chng their strings.
so it drag all the way till 9 plus before we can finally go off.
by the time i reached home its like 1030 already. -.-
thats not it. i still hav to complete the DEP when i got home.
which is the presentation we hav to do today........

then the stupid msn gave me problems. T.T
but so glad that me and sharin managed to finish everything.
YEAH. ^^v

then need to wake up at like 7 the next morning for morning lab.
the bed is so comfy.........
i dun feel like waking up man..

hmmm anyway..
guitar concert will be on 1 dec..
which is friday.. Wooo..

Hahahahahaha.

tmr is friday again!
Woooooo.
electronics and graphic design day.
: DDDDDD

170206! :D

stupudvb

2006-11-13T21:07:00.000+08:00

WAH. )))):
so sad la.

i shd hav bought the book earlier.
now i cant do my lab assignment. T.T
omg. slappppppmyhead.

where can i get visual basic reloaded?

Hmphhhhhh.

tmr is boring tuesday again.
stupid 3 hrs vb lab in the morning.
stupid DEP after break.
followed by stupid lecture then tutorial.
WO DE TIAN AR......
.
.

alright..
while waiting for my vb stuffs to finish dl-ing..
i shall go slack awhile..
GDBAYI.

.i swear my love for you.

another day

2006-11-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

yeah. tmr is monday!!
: DDDD

and i hav finish planning something!
first of all, i will finish up the DE project.
which is supposed to hand up and present on tues. X:
one more day. T.T

nxt, i will concentrate on IAD, the setting up of our own website.
mayb just looking for the wallpapers and pics first.
then i will do the codes later.
one pg for family.
one pg for friends.
one pg for my life.
one pg for my alreadypassedawayhamster. lolz.
one pg for HIM. (((:

thirdly, it will be my elective proj. omg.
that stupid thing. im still wondering how to start.
and i hav forgotton what r we supposed to do! X:
alamak. slap myself.

LAST! it will be the critical thinking skills one.
this one ah.. research and more research...
wait till we hav complete the DEP and we will proceed on to our creative rubbish bin.
wahahahahaha. ;D

easy to say but kind of difficult to do.
nevermind! not alot actually! lolz.

more projects = less exams
and when i hav time i will practise on my guitar! :DDD
i want to learn jap also. ))))): but no chance. nxt time mayb.

jiayou huifang! :DDD

.everything is once alive again :).

saranghaeyo means i love you.

slpy

2006-11-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

another slpy day. T.T

WALAO...

WO HEN FAN AR....
CHAO FAN... TIAN AR..

mayb just pms-ing.
hmmmmmmm.
well.

/

i love fridays.

thats all i can say.
today is great, except for the graphic design test.
i was almost falling aslp while doing that.
stupid thing. lolz.

yepp..
guitar tmr..

i miss him.

bored

2006-11-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

this is so so irritating.
so dumb.
how am i supposed to do it.
TELL ME!!!!

so tired.
in fact, i hav been feeling tired for the whole day.
omg that feeling is too unbearable for me. T.T

so many projects on hand currently.
DEP, DCN, critical thinking & my elective proj.

anyway, went to layered my hair today. wee.
off to do my equiz already.
tata.

.holding onto the tiny glimpse of light.

lalalas

2006-11-04T14:13:00.000+08:00

we din went for guitar interaction session today.
and for some reasons, i felt kind of guilty. X:
dunno why. just felt bad for ps eugene alone in the grp. haix.

my mood sucks like hell recently. ))):
must be the da yi ma coming to visit already.
irritating thing.
T.T

went to marina after school with him ysterday..
i supposed thats the only day where we can finally meet up and go out together..
a pity that my lesson ends at 6.. ): stupid leh.
i love and hate fridays. haix.

i can't wait for finish my projects.
whereby i haven even start on them yet. -.-
hai. i wish that dec will arrive soon.. how i wish.

dun like the DEP lecturer. )):
i dun even understand what he wants for the project.
grrrrr. T.T

i wish i hav the ability to absorb new stuffs faster.
so i wun hav to keep bothering to ask the others.

dec guitar concert? can i? T.T

.
.

.just wna be right here with you.

lalalabish

2006-10-31T23:34:00.000+08:00

today is super cold la. -.-
3 hrs of lab is enough to kill me.
furthermore the stupid vb is so hard to understand.
mayb im just stupid. T.T can't interpret the given instructions.
but i manged to complete my colour game afterall!
: DDDD!

had chicken cutlet for lunch today! cause its a long long day.
i will nt be able to survive without food.
as yesterday skipped lunch cause went to sakae with my class in the afternoon.
sushi buffet! : DDDD absolutely fabulous.
but that did burned a hole in my pocket.
T.T

headed to lab after lunch.
couldn't understand what is identify the 5 resistors.
like wth. i dunno la. -.-
but my friend taught me for awhile and i got it! ((((:
so i managed to do the test. hoho. thx to lw!

yup after that is lectures n tutorials.
until 5. boring. -.-
went to mac alone and wait for him till 6.
then this guy came to ask me to do a survey.
then paiseh things happen la. >.<
grrrrrrrrr. dun talk about it already.
T.T super diu lian lor!

haix.
-ERASE AWAY FROM MEMORY-
OKAY.
so he came. then we walked to amk together.
and i really really cherish the moments where we can get together.
^^

.we shd just stay this way, forever :).

sometimes wearing a mask isn't a gd thing.
but telling the truth will not help the situation much either.
caught in the middle, all of us.
but why at this point of time?

rainyday

2006-10-29T22:22:00.000+08:00

the best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be even or even touched.
they must be felt with the heart -- Helen Keller

yup. (: indeed it is.
there r so many beautiful things in this world.

:DDDD
em anyway.
went back to school on sat for guitar. -.-
was so slpy la. cause i was home very late the day before.
woke up with puffy eyes. T.T
intended to hav breakfast in school with mad de..
but too late... X: so decided not to.

so went to the so called interaction session.
and begin to do our stuffs and bla......
then eugene showed us the guan huai fang shi tabs!
now i know how to play guan huai fang shi already! :DDDD
yeah. so happy.

so walked to amk for lunch with bk, mad, eugene and another guy.
sumo house? i think thats the name of that place.
lolx.

yup.

then at night dine with his family at food republic.
felt so fat ysterday. X:

today.
went amk to get my ink cartridge with mummie.
headed to s11 for dinner while waiting for him.
wanted to go hougang mall initially.. but it started raining so heavily..
so they decided to eat at amk instead.
got a new top over there. ((((((((((:

HOME!
:D

boring blog. -.-

.stupid elective.grrrrrrrr.i hate pd.

cold

2006-10-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

hello.

i felt hungry thruout the day. -.-
mayb its taking effect already. lmao.
anyway... mac for lunch today. (:
saw jiaen while i was queueing. haha! HELLOOOO!

lectures thruout the day as well.
except for the first lab in the early morning.
SO SIAN. )): but still ok la.

the truth is.
its just a redundancy.
sigh.
..

i really appreciate what you had done for me ysterday.
thanks alot dar. ilu. ;D

Winter snow is falling down
Children laughing all around
Lights are turning on
like a fairy tale come true.

Sitting by the fire we made
You're the answer when i prayed
I would find someone
and baby I found you.

All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
from being broken apart
You gave your love away
and I'm thankful every day
for the gift.

Watching as you softly sleep
What I'd give if I could keep
Just this moment
if only time stood still.

But the colors fade away
And the years will make us grey
But baby in my eyes
You'll still be beautiful.

.because there is a meaning behind it.

yawns

2006-10-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

YAWNS.

so tired.
tmr need to wake up at abt 6 plus to go school.
cause first lesson starts at 8.
was late for that lab last week.
ZZZ

reached home nt long ago frm guitar.
and im in a gd mood today.
wahahahaha. ^^

ha anyway..
school is boring as usual..
tmr is another long day frm 8 to 4...
friday even more boring.. 4 to 6..
lolx.

i miss it so much. ):
i want to go enjoy sea breeze. ))):
how i wish i can.. right now..

ysterday was hari raya.
went to vivo with mum.
woah. so crowded over thre.
almost died inside. lolx.
and ya la obviously, that place is huge.

alright.
so many things i wna say.
but i sucks in expressing my thoughts into words.
so shall not. xD

my stupid elective got an assignment for us to do.
))))))): and i hate to do this kind of stuffs.
chosen HOW TO IMPROVE MY RESULTS &.
MAKEOVER OF MY ROOM.

haix.
WHY LA.

random pic. ;)

erm. the cake charlene bought. -.-

haiya will upload more nxt time.
slpy already.

nitex!

.spinning around in circles.

when i say i love you.
it will be forever.
(:

outing

2006-10-23T17:19:00.000+08:00

went out with my dearest 4 of them last sat.
serene, charlene, madeleine and sufong!

went kbox. (:
it's been a long long time since we last reunited.
so glad to see them once again.

anyway. we sang frm 11 till 3.30.
after that all of us were so tired then.
esp me. lol. so shagged.

went off to city hall after that.
walked around suntec as charlene and sufong wna get their stuffs.
then then headed to bugis to take neoprints. (((:
that marks the end of our day.

the journey home was nice.

..

school today was ok.
but i felt super tired this morning cause i slept at 2 ysterday.
all my fault. ended up so slpy today.

lucky there's only one lecture, my elective and one lab for today only.
did some html stuffs today. hahaha! it was easy for me. -GRINNNNN-

went to buy my txtbook after school and went home cause too tired! zzz
was alone but it felt really nice.
i rather spend my time with my mp3.
honestly, i am. (:

yepp.
ZAI JIAN! -WAVES-

.REGRETS.

cause i made a stupid mistake.
all because of a stupid fool.

kavana - will you wait for me?

woooot

2006-10-19T17:51:00.000+08:00

woah.

school started for four days.
so far still okay.
but i can imagine the amount of workload that will be piling up in the coming weeks.
so many projects, so many weird stuffs.
things like visual basic, digital electronics, critical thinking bla bla.
i hav no creativity at all la. X:

and i really sucks in physics part.
hate the electronics stuffs, the resistor, resistance all that.
must be double attentive during the lab and lecture. :D

his class was beside my class in the computer lab on monday.
so surprise to see him there!
wahahahahahaha. xDDD
happy happy.
.
.

haiya im always feeling so tired.
haven been really eating lunch for the past few days. lolx.
too lazy to eat. dun feel hungry. X:
something is wrong with me. lolx.

anyway weekends approaching! wahahahha.

well.
thats all la.

how i wish i can.
but i know thats something that will nvr come true.

longlongago~

2006-10-12T13:30:00.000+08:00

weets.

been so lazy to come online.
and i've forgotton all the things i wna talk about. xD
how i wish school can starts faster.. i miss my classmates.
but yet i dun wish to...
after looking at the erxin timetable of mine. ):
i always felt last sem was much better.
the only good thing is that only thurs starts at 8.
grrrrrr. im turning so lazy nowadays.
i so hate waking up in the morning. shit laaaaa.

for now... my stomach hurts. yi dian dian la.
esp ysterday. the pain was almost unbearable.
but it got better after ten minutes or something.
thank god ah. and i kept going to the toliet. )))):
stupid da yi ma.

can i not wander in circles anymore?
really dun wish to see myself still standing at the same place.
after so long...

went back to school for guitar.
guess we r really the loyal students. lol.

on the way home something happened.
and my mood swings all the way down.
down and down down down down.
a big drastic change.
but i dun blame anyone.
since it's not the first time anymore.

yeapp. forget unhappy stuffs. only happy stuffs remain.
watch goong and chase away those stupid things.
:DDD

i wna go get my stuffs now.
so see ya. ;D

get things back the way they used to be.

BOO

2006-10-07T01:07:00.000+08:00

mid-autumn festival!

woo. ahahaha.
zhong qiu jie kuai le.
im late by one day. X:

went to meet his gang of friends at bishan to go celebrate zhong qiu jie.
got the lanterns and stuffs before we walked over to bishan park.
woah. saw many many people there.
still rmb when im young, we used to celebrate together as a family and with other relatives.
but now, things hav changed. wahaha.
my dad says im childish. carry what lanterns aiyo. lol.
just wna revive my childhood i guess.
yepp. he walked me to the busstop, chatted abit, some emo stuffs. lol.
before i finally board the bus and headed home. missed the 9pm show.
)))): last episode. sobs. T.T totally forgotton abt it.

watched rob-b-hood ysterday!
wooot. the show is damn nice k.
laughed like hell and teared as well.
must watch! :D

everything is playing like an old movie infront of me.
how i wish im given another chance to prove myself.
is it too late? or am i too sotong head.
things can become how ironic sometimes.
should i smile or let go this time. /:

.
.
the sky is super misty today. ))):
and the smell is giving me a headache. #$%
.
.

sometimes he can be really sweet.
and theres really no words that i can ever use to describe it.
that magical feeling. been searching for it all my life.
and i still can't belief that it really happened.
(:

yay im going jogging again tmr. hopefully.
hols r ending soon.......
time to get back on track again.....
haix. time to adjust my body clock. T.T
i will be attentive during lectures.
i will pay full attention during tutorials.
i will try my best to do all i can during lab.
:DD
jiayou.

remote control on auto-pilot

goong

2006-10-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

i wna watch princess hours! :D
i love the ost, the people, basically everything!
esp kim jung-hoon! wahahaha. he's so cute.

so glad that channel u is showing this show.
and so looking foward to it.
but still, i wna get the vcd or dvd! hee.
once i'm addicted, i can't stop! tsktsk.
MUAHAHA.

the bears r really cute right! xD
i love them.

wooot

2006-10-03T17:23:00.000+08:00

woah.
the surrounding air nowadays smells kinda different eh.
it was worst last week but i think it got better now.
:S wahahaha.

okay.

woke up in the morning.
cooked instant noodles.
bath. came to stone.

ahh well.
my brain is so so empty now.
and i can't think properly. X:
i dun feel like moving sia.

walao. died la. shakehead.

well....
i shall just continue to stone......
until the sky falls down.
-.-

.
.
.

woo anyway i love my new hp. muahaha.

ciaos.

beautiful sunrise. :D

i love sunrise. it signifies a beginning of a new day.
but i prefered sunset and i hav no idea why.
i always felt more comfy when the sun is setting.
as the sky is turning darker and darker.
and i really like the feeling. (:

if i was the one.

today

2006-10-03T00:34:00.000+08:00

bai se feng che is damn nice la.
i love the lyrics so much.
tian tian ye ye also so so nice.
wahaha.

woke up around 12 plus ysterday.
super sleepy sia. cause i slept at 4 plus the day before. O.O
washed up and met bk at amk to go sembawang for lunch.
bought my stuff and then came back to serangoon.
:D

gdnitex!

sotongheads

2006-10-02T03:13:00.000+08:00

walao so hungry now. T.T

went to his sis's friends bbq ysterday.
the pple r very nice. (((((:
saw few of them once few months ago.
but i was in a totally down mode. X:
dunno why la #$%@ guess im homesick.
lol. -.-
really hav to thank him for staying by my side.
stayover at jayne's house for one night.
then woke up around 8 plus and left.
feeling so shagged and tired lol.

the stuffs, everything, cost abt 250 bucks?
but we got like only 8 people.
wahahahaa. power sia.

so slept awhile and went to visit ahma.
woah her condition is getting better and better everyday.
i love my strong and cute ahma. :DDD
so ke ai. i like the way when she says "nt free dun need to come la, just call can already."
but i know she wants us to go see her. xD

and on the way there i had stomachache. X:
my stomach is feeling damn weird for the whole day.
dunno is it eat too much or what. lol i dun care also.

haix.
so hungry. T.T
i ate roti prata for dinner.
then some chocolate bisuits.
followed by mooncake(i ate half of it only).
lastly some random fruits dessert.

woah alot leh.
fat already la.
nvm go exercise can already.
:DDDDD!

alrights.
going off already.
take care ah peeps. ^^v

im thankful everyday, for the gift. :D
and im contented, for having you.

bored.

2006-09-28T00:42:00.000+08:00

i dun want my blog to collect dust.
haven finish editing it.
im too lazy to do so. X:

returned back school for guitar tdy.
then i discovered something bad. )):
hopefully it wun get worst. T.T
if nt i will damn heartpain la. sobs.

felt so guilty cause of many many stuffs.
i think i'm getting stupid.
i can't help but to think that it is true.
kao. damn sickening.
i felt so @#%

walao. been feeling so tired recently.
i must be getting old. LOL.

nah must be due to the late nites everyday.
i've been slping so late everynite.
think my body clock will be messed up when sch reopens.
sian. -.-

thats the consequences of nt working during hols.

muikhim offered to intro me a job a few days ago.
to go work in the zoo. -.-
in the restaurant la.
but then due to some reasons.
i. erhem. well. hee. X:

im so dumb.

i miss going online.
ok i want to slp early today.
X: no link.

cuteeee

2006-09-22T03:26:00.000+08:00

woah. em.
its 3.22am already.
i'm so bored now.
and i dun feel like slping cause i slept quite alot in the afternoon. SOBS.

saw my timetable already.
uh. sux as usual. X:
my lessons on friday starts at 2 and ends at 6!
walao. i'd rather start early and end early. so sickening sia. #%$
almost everyday ends at either 3 or 4 or 5. haix.
and i got personal development for my elective.
i think thats what i hav chose for my second choice.
if im not wrong. X: i got terrible memory.
erny got into english lang. )):
must go find out who in the same elective in me already. HURRR.

ah nvrmind. i'll try to get used to it.
so jealous la. bk can go off at 12 for 2 days. @#$
unfair la. hmph.
LOL.

hopefully i will be more hardworking in sem 2. :D
YEAH. ^^

went over to his hse and cooked noodles tdy.
then some really unpleasant things happened.
but its all okay in the end.
went to pass serena something and went back home after that.
slacked awhile at the balcony of the serangoon cc until 8 plus.
then we went seperate ways.

i'm so happy tdy. :DDDD

saw this picture just now and i think it's really sweet man.
((((((: so cuteeeeeeeee.

realised so many things tdy.
i can be really sotong sometimes.

okay la nites.

if my heart hav a face.
it wld be smiling. (:

results

2006-09-20T01:29:00.000+08:00

i finally mustered up my courage and go to nyp website.
to check my results!
WALAO SCARY LA.

my results nt exactly cmi.

but im sad for dunno what reasons.
wtfffffffffffffffffffffffff.
%&#@/
mayb just kinda disappointed in something.
but i dunno what thing. X:
): in myself la maybe.

Dmaths: B
computer organisation system: C+
digital media design: C
ooprogamming: C+
database: C
Cmaths: B+
communication skills: B
java project: B+

OKAY ITS OKAY. NVM.
I WILL JIAYOU NEXT SEM.
life still goes on. -BIGBIGSMILE-
YEAH MAN.

went gai gai with him again today.
then went temple there to pray.
it's my first time, seriously. OMG I'M A NOOB.
think really effective sia.
he scored damn well. im amazed. so amazed.
and this noob over here ME. scored like birdshit.
okay not really but gpa's like birdshit.
was actually hoping for a 3... but............
haix. nvm. i will get it nxt sem. im sure.
:D

.
.
.
.
.

白色的风筝安静的转着
真实的感觉梦境般遥远
天边的海水复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着
握住我的手梦希望没有尽头
我们走到这就好
因为我不想太快走完这幸福
佷可惜没有祝福但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭
我陪你走到尽头能不能不要回头
你紧紧得抱住我说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人会比较自由
我不懂你说什么反正不会松手
我陪你走到最后能不能别想太多
会不会重新再走哪一夜才到尽头
你说不该再相见只为了瞬间
谢谢你让我听见因为我在等待永远

bored

2006-09-17T01:13:00.000+08:00

i'm like still bored.
it's raining and raining non-stop outside.
went out to eat dinner today with my family then came back home to slack.
cause the rain is too heavy. super sian. rahhhh. -PULLSHAIR-

watched time to heal on channel 8 just now.
it's a drama that based on true story.
i like that show. so touching and meaningful. but too bad it's the last episode today already.
))))))))): anyway i love that song sang by guo mei mei in the drama.
you yi ge jia neng hui qu zhen hao.

i'm so random.
that's how i feel now.

i did something stupid ysterday.
i can't belief it mannnnn. -SLAPHEAD-
i must be maddddd.
i've got serious moodswings this month.
STUPIDKNSPMS.

i'm getting so emotional nowadays i dunno why. i hate to control my feelings.
cause i dunno how to! )))))):

and results will be out in few days time. alamak.
i hope.... i wish...... that my results r not too ugly.

i'm so hungry now i need to get something to eat.

i love him. (:

cuppycakes

2006-09-16T01:53:00.000+08:00

i was so bored today so went to look for pictures.
and i found these cute pics of cupcakes. :DDDD
they r like so colourful and nice la.

then i spent my whole afternoon doing this. my blogskin.
looks kinda messy but i like it. I LOVE IT. -BIGGRIN-

i'm not in a blogging mood.
something happened ysterday to my dear friend.
i'll update another day abt it.
tata.

still fantasy. forever and ever it will be.

Lalalalaz

2006-09-13T00:01:00.000+08:00

my pig.

my pig's backside.

whahahahaha. X:

met erny and muikhim at plaza sing. and sharin cant make it cause of some matters. ))))):
so anyway watched LITTLE MAN today at the grand cathay.
it's superb funny and lame. but not really my type of show. LOL.
shopped alittle and went off to meet him at amk at around 6 plus.
was a little gloomy at first due to something but he managed to cheer me uppppp.
:DDDD i love him.

im so tired now. i cant think properly.

btw my new name is EVON!
evonnnnnnnnn. ((((((((((((((:
COOOLCOOOL?
LOL.

ok bye.

i wanted to avoid it.
and i tried but i can't.

yoyoyo

2006-09-12T01:17:00.000+08:00

BORED!
im really bored.

msn is down for whole night but still i managed to sign in at around 12 plus after several tries. /:
ysterday was 911. lets commemorate on the fifth year of the september 11 attacks at New York, world trade center.
how time flies. its already the fifth year and i din even realise it.
so today is also the first day of IMF! Wooo. SO COOOL LOL.

its 1.21am now!
wanted to sleep early otherwise tmr i will oversleep again! X:
hope i can wake up in time tmr to meet my classmates!
go watch movie and shopshop. :DDDDD

hope he is doing fine in the campppppppp. si wugui.
im so happy when he msg me just now. ^^
but i just like to suan him. i like to pretend that im not happy to receive his msg but actually i do.
aaaaaaahya whatever i miss him loaaaaaaaads. ((((((((:

update this again tmrrrrrr.
when i feel like it. BAHHHHH.
i hate stomach cramps.
i like holidays.
i love stoning.

uhhh everything's so random!

GOODNITES ALL!
SWEET DREAMS!

cwp

2006-09-10T13:31:00.000+08:00

AFTERNOON. :DD
woke up by a msg just now so i woke up quite early today.
consider the fact that i slept at 4 ysterday. LOL.
ah well.

went to cwp with him on friday, before that met him at his house.
and that wugui keep dragging the time. Hmph.
when we reached there its like dunno what time already but neverminddddddddd.
so went to get something to eat before going to see the stuff that he wanted to see.
and i really like kiddy palace! :DDDDDDDD everything there is just so ke ai. (((:

after that i force him to go library with me, cause i feel like reading storybooks all of a sudden. Hahaaa.
still say what go library will dunno where pain. idiot. but afterall he still accompany me to go la.
so asked him to help me choose since he dun like the books. i like to bully him. x)
okay then went to the pasar malam gai gai abit and went home le.
in the end i missed the 9pm show. ))))): but still managed to catch the ending.
:DDDDDDD

think he will have to report to his camp tonight already. yepp. tc. ):

thats alllllllll.
gotta go to visit my grandma now.
;)

you always light my way ::::::::

memory lane

2006-09-08T14:33:00.000+08:00

Memory Lane,
We're here again,
Back to the days,
and I'll remember you always,
so much has changed,
Now it feels like yesterday I went away.

my dad returned frm Bei Jing this morning.
around 6am plus i think. damn early.
woke me up frm my sweet sweet dreams. rah.

actually meeting him at 11 ysterday but i overslept! sorry! x(((
we end up meeting at 1 plus and decided to go bugis in the end. x:
over there, each of us bought two tees, as well as some other stuffs la..
i bought a brown coloured pig hp accessories frm action city.
round round one, so cute! :DDDD
he also bought a hp keychain , i dunno whats that call, but looked abit like shit. LOL.
nah kidding la. because its brown. i know mine is also brown.
went to take 133 to go amk central. walked to the mrt station to topup my card and headed home while he went to get his dinner for his family.
reached home around 9. had my dinner while watching the 9pm show and went to bath.
slacked all the way till 2 plus before i went to sleep. Oo
thought he looked rather gloomy ysterday cause of his ncc stuffs. cheer up k dar! ;D

did a quiz few days ago and the results says that i will died while sleeping and nobody will notice.
so pathetic. tsktsk. but means i will passed away peacfully then. Hmmm. not bad. xD

Yeah. im gna start saving today since im jobless now.
the money just keeps going out and never coming back. ))))))): so sad.
shop and save! :DDDD LOL.

alright! BYEBYE. ((((:
loves.

只要你一个眼神肯定我的爱就有意义 ::::::::::::::::